Today

Okay, so I might have a terrible cold or the flu or something, but I don't really care.

Because today is so beautiful!
I slept in, and when I got up, I made a pot of coffee and read my favorite chapter (Love Takes Up the Glass of Time) in one of my favorite books (Anne of the Island) and listened to the birds outside the window on this January-Spring day.

Glorious.

God, make me aware of you like this more and more often. It's beautiful.

In other news,

Family can be so dumb.

A little bit of freak out time

I WANT TO KNOW WHAT I'M DOINGGG

Here's what I want:



You know how in The Game of Life you have a path to follow... a process? You go to school or pick a career, you get married, you work, pay taxes, save money, you buy a house, you have kids, you drive around...

I mean, I don't want THAT. I just want to know what I'm doing.

Instead, there's this:



I can't see around the corner. I know who I'm going with...I know why. But I don't. know. where. I'm. going.

"Trust in the Lord with all of your heart and lean not on your own understanding."

Easier said than done.